Well, Timmys graduating from 5th grade tomorrow, i cant believe how fast it went, whether you agree with my choice to parent him or not (having been 15 when he was born) I cant help but feel accomplished that weve come this far. Yes i was WAY too young to be a mom, but all things concidered, him having CP, me being so young, and all the obstacles we tackled, he has turned into such an amazing young man, and Im just plain proud, mostly of him, but a little of myself :o)
Olivias been being really good lately, and ive recently looked at her and realized how grown up shes getting. and my gosh shes beautiful. nothing really "new" with her, more or less its just me realizing how big shes gotten recently, and how helpful she really is, shes so much like me when i was young... thats probably why we butt heads so easily :o)
Kaleya just turned 6.... holey cow, i know.... she was actually featured on fox 6 look whos 6 morning news, it was great, it was a good self esteem boost for her (not that she needed one, that girl knows how great she is lol) and of course a few days before her birthday she lost a tooth, and the day after that, another tooth! it never fails to amaze me how once they start falling out, its like they all come out at once, livie was toothless in front within a matter of a month! haha! anywho, shes finishing up k-5 this year, its crazy how much shes learned....shes so smart... they all are, i cant get away with anything these days!! the days of spelling things we didnt want them to know are LONG gone, i told lance we need to learn japanese or something so we can communicate without them knowing what were talking about!
Jr.... well Jr is jr only more demanding now that avaries stollen some of his attention.... the other night i put him to bed and went to put ava down... i promised him i would come back and cuddle after ava went to sleep, and i had every intention of doing it, but the dishes were calling my name so loudly that i thought i MIGHT be able to sneak downstairs and get them done before going to snuggle him.... as soon as i hit the bottom of the stairs i hear him "my mommy doesnt wanna cuddle me anymore, she just doesnt like cuddling me" it broke my heart, but id be lying if i didnt say i was a little annoyed to, i mean these kids have my undivided attention all day everyday, thus the reason the dishes were calling to me at 9pm...so its frustrated that now that avaries here he wants me to cudle him til he falls asleep cause half the time i end up falling asleep to making it so i dont get ANYTHING done, and for someone with self diagnosed OCD when it comes to my house, that makes for a crabby me the next day. were working through it though, and my new challenge for him... learning to wipe his own toosh... thats right, i announced it to the world, get over it prudes, im going to teach him to wipe it himself cause its about that time :o) ill keep you posted to the many messy events to come along the way haha
ava.... well, shes now 2 months old (as of the 4th) and i cant believe how big shes gotten... i saw a 3 week old baby (ava being 10 weeks) and i couldnt believe how big ava looked compared to that little baby, especially since avarie was SMALLER than her when she was born!! her 2 month appt is on the 15th, i cant wait to see how big she is now...
anywho heres some pictures of life these days :o)
